Namaste Beautiful Family joining me tonight 💛🧡! I come to you revealing my truth, so I may bleed my true colors, and continue to grow and shed. I have come to see the realizations that through all of the validations I have been blessed to receive from others, through all of the love and gratitude that has been showered on me through my work, I have still struggled with a lot of self doubt and sadness. Some days, I am swept away with the thoughts of not being enough, and not able to truly channel those on the other side of the veil, which in turn makes me feel like a failure before I've even begun.
We cannot always control what situations life tosses into our laps, but WE CAN control how we then deal with and act upon them. Thus far, through my work of helping relieve people of torturous memories that have held them back, through the pain of needing connections to loved ones who have passed from their human form back into energy, to take someone from a very low, sad, confused place in their life, and lifting them so high up into the clouds of relief, gratitude, a refreshed view on the world and through their own eyes, leading to beautiful changes of perception; in all of this I remember that this is what I have come here to do. I absolutely am a channel for spirit and for the universe, to allow my light to shine so bright that I am then capable of spreading that pure joy to all those around me. Sometimes, when life feels to of gotten us down so far that we feel we may not be able to or want to crawl out of the deep hole, we have the opportunity to help others, which in turn helps us remember our strengths, remember how important our finger prints are to the world, that we are just as important as the person sitting next to us; we remember our light and purpose here on this planet.
The mental, emotional, and perspective change we can gain from helping someone else in need is so profound, it is more and more becoming my outlet instead of self destruction. There is always an exchange of energy that happens in these times. It is never just "me helping someone else," instead, it's the undeniable feeling that I am getting so much healing and reflection back from the people I help as I am providing for them in their moments of need.
In conclusion, I encourage each and every one of you to push through those difficult, deeply sad and angry times, and get out to do whatever you do when you are at your happiest. Whether it be an act of self love (however that looks for you), taking that walk through the forest or park even though you'd rather not get out of bed, reach out to that friend to talk even though you'd rather stay alone, spend a day with your lover and open your heart to the opportunity of love and happiness, set and intention and perform that ritual for yourself, do yoga, write in your journal to release all that is plaguing you so that you may be truly released, reach out to any of the Heal Universal Staff to help be a listening ear when you need space held for you or have a deep down memory or trauma that needs releasing so that you may move forward, anything at all that will help.
