I know I posted on facebook and instagram about there being a mass meditation happening at 4:00 am on New Years Eve, technically New Years Day of course, and I am so very happy that I took part of this meditational space. I was called to find a new meditation
to follow, and what I found was just under 16 minutes long, but as I was scrolling through "meditations" on youtube, I was instantly drawn to it. I'll be posting a screen shot of the meditation I found below this paragraph if anyone is interested in trying it. After finding the video, I even initially kept scrolling past to see if any other videos stuck out to me, but I found myself very curious and drawn to this one, and as usual my inner/higher knowing was very accurate as always!
I was a bit surprised how it was mostly un-guided, but it turned out absolutely perfect for me. I found my self flying ever so gently through the sky for a while, and was eventually brought to the top of a mountain where I was met by a Snow Leopard that had quite a bit to say to me before resting our third eyes together. It was an extremely potent for me, and I am so very grateful for the words she spoke to me. Immediately after coming out of the meditation, I couldn't have felt hungrier to write out a list I have completed for myself to have a large variety of engaging activities for me to choose from daily so that I may feel fulfilled. In the past I've spent lots of times making a list for myself for the day, and I would notice that I'd have a negative habit of looking at my list (unlike some people who feel overwhelmed by lists as it seems like SO much to accomplish instead of looking at things one by one, it actually helps me feel that I won't forget anything as I have most likely millions of thoughts passing through me on a daily basis), and for example instead of looking at the 6 things I had accomplished of the 8 total tasks I had on my list and feeling good about them, I would instead seem to only notice and dwell on those 2 things I did not accomplish and feel like a failure. It was quite an odd, not so good cycle that I would put myself through.
The reason I gave you some background into that past habit of mine, is to express how surprising, refreshing, and wonderful it was to have (for the first time ever thinking of it) the inspiration to create for the first time a large gathering of many different options that appeal to me personally to choose from on a daily basis. The energy behind this list unlike any other's I've made, it's about focusing on only one thing to accomplish in a day's time, and to feel grateful and satisfied with completing it. So far it's felt very relieving to give myself the freedom of blossoming. Not being a completely hard shell in the cold of winter one day, and a fully open bud in the hot summer sun the very next day. Everything is a blossoming, a journey instead of a jump. And by coming into this realization now as I write this, what a beautiful, un-pressured, freeing process I am coming to understand and gift to myself, which is much needed. Gratitude~Gratitude~Gratitude.
Cheers to everyone for the place they are in this very moment. To all the old energies shedding from us. Cheers to you and I being here in this space together. Cheers to all the way you have come from your past until now. Cheers to seeing and processing all of positivity through the difficult growth spurts we have. And cheers to all that is to come to us, always perfectly as it should.
May Everyone Be Blessed and Full Of Love!
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